[The visible world not existing during his birthday on Saturday had been annoying, but at least his parents had tried to spoil him. They'd had a smaller party than usual, invited Sakura and Rin to come and celebrate. He'd managed to paint his own cake.
Shinji had tried not to complain too much. No, it wasn't fair, but it's not like his parents could fix anything about it. Rin thought he was mature and he didn't want to prove her wrong by acting childish. He could deal with all of this and impress his whole family.
This afternoon, shortly after getting home, he remembered something.
I get killed or the world gets killed. I’d never thought about which of those would scare me more, and I never wanted to, but —
Curled up on the outline of his bed, Shinji texts his cousins.]
5/11 afternoon, tw child death talk
Shinji had tried not to complain too much. No, it wasn't fair, but it's not like his parents could fix anything about it. Rin thought he was mature and he didn't want to prove her wrong by acting childish. He could deal with all of this and impress his whole family.
This afternoon, shortly after getting home, he remembered something.
I get killed or the world gets killed. I’d never thought about which of those would scare me more, and I never wanted to, but —
Curled up on the outline of his bed, Shinji texts his cousins.]
are you there
bad memory